“ The girl dance when she plays with me and i think that i love her sometimes; silence doesn’t dare put words on the girl; the song the night the wind the love the sound….words we wrote for a heart and then at the same time ..memories..while speaking of all and nothing.
— Damien Rice, In French.
..Wat i think love should be..
Falling in love should be moments of trust mixed with moments of uncertainty, racing heartbeats and instant ease.
It should excite you like a roller coaster and feel as comfortable as your favorite T-shirt.
It’s wishes and dreams, gambles and sure things, putting your heart out and hoping he or she handles it gently.
It will make u hunger for more, then make u sick of it.
It will make you laugh and cry in the same day, it will make you stop dead in your tracks when you realize what is happening.
It’s overwhelming.
At least wat I would expect it to be, when i do find it. 
To let go does not mean to stop caring,
it means I can’t do it for someone else.
To let go is not to cut myself off,
it’s the realization I can’t control another.
To let go is not to enable,
but allow learning from natural consequences.
To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means
the outcome is not in my hands.
To let go is not to try to change or blame another,
it’s to make the most of myself.
To let go is not to care for,
but to care about.
To let go is not to fix,
but to be supportive.
To let go is not to judge,
but to allow another to be a human being.
To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,
but to allow others to affect their destinies.
To let go is not to be protective,
it’s to permit another to face reality.
To let go is not to deny,
but to accept.
To let go is not to nag, scold or argue,
but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,
but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.
To let go is not to criticize or regulate anybody,
but to try to become what I dream I can be.
To let go is not to regret the past,
but to grow and live for the future.
To let go is to fear less and love more
Remember: The time to love is short
—— author unknown
Just… bored. Beyond words. I got lots of things to do, mind you, just that nothing seems important to me at all. I m…. drained. Emotionally. Feels like I m stepping on my own pride to be the Nice guy, the Lunch payer, or the Best friend, or the Guy who likes me, or the Friend who fetches me home, the Guy who I will never like but Hey he’s Nice. Do I really need to bring myself to that kinda new low? It irks me really. Who can I draw strength from? No one. It seems. I m…drained. Nah. Not emo. Just…. bored. Beyond words.
